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Home is indeed to me where the heart is actually. It is where we get to meet and discover our true selves. No more hiding, pretending, or ignoring who we are and who we were created to be. This is called authenticity. The ability to be your most real self always and to love her deeply. This is what it means to become a wholehearted human being. This is what it means to be free, to be fully alive and fully seen. This has been my journey of unraveling into the wonder of who I am actually, the wonder of me.
After walking through stage IV Hodgkin’s Lymphoma, a deeply traumatic divorce navigating coparenting with young children, years of surviving an abusive marriage, years of debilitating depression and anxiety, painful betrayal in ministry, and years of personal healing from childhood trauma and dysfunction, I discovered something that transformed my life forever:
I matter actually.
No really, did you hear me? I matter and I deserve to be heard and seen just for being ME! Mind-blowing isn't it? I know it was crazy for me too. Took me 48 years to fully come to this truth.
When no one stood up for me, I finally did and I began to see that attaching to myself brought so much healing to me. No longer fractured and incomplete searching externally for a missing piece, I became whole in this reality that I was made to love me. This was secure attachment happening.
When secure attachment is missing in a human being they learn to live fractured and outside of their true identities. Secure attachment is lost to us as babies when we are not given the necessary things we need and when needs aren’t met in some way they were meant to be but instead we are left abandoned or abused in those places where love was needed. Often because our parents also had those holes in their beings despite their best intentions. I know this has been true for me in my parenting. So coming home for me has been about finding the secure attachment I never had in being bonded to the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit in those very places I was once abandoned and abused. Through multiple encounters and experiences with God I became bonded to the Trinity and They became my Family. I was truly and deeply adopted into the Family of God as it say in Ephesians 1:5 and Romans 8:16.
“For Zion’s sake, how can I keep silent? For Jerusalem’s sake, how can I remain quiet? I will keep interceding until her righteousness breaks forth like the blazing light of dawn and her salvation like a burning torch! Nations will see your victory-vindication, and every king will witness your blinding radiance! You will be called by a brand-new name, given to you from the mouth of Yahweh himself. You will be a beautiful crown held high in the hand of Yahweh, a royal crown of splendor held in the open palm of your God! You will never again be called the Abandoned One, nor will your land be called Deserted. But you will be called My Delight Is in You, and your land My Beloved Wife, for Yahweh finds his delight in you and he married your land. As a young man marries the young woman he loves, so your builder-sons will marry you. As the bridegroom finds joy in his union with his bride, so will your God take joy in his union with you!”
Isaiah 62:1-5 TPT
It all began for me when I was dealing with suicidal postpartum in a foreign country and no one was there to help me. Here is where God came for me and started to speak. It was in this dark place that I began to receive visions that brought me extraordinary peace and revelations every time I read God’s word that set me free. But above all this I began to hear my Father speak. And the words of love He spoke to me delivered me from the cruel lies of false guilt and shame control had over me from a lifetime of living in dysfunctional false Christianity and family. Lies that kept me from ever being able to attach securely to anybody for fear they would destroy me emotionally as my parents did inadvertently through their own detached personalities.
Instead I was taught by the church to believe it was my fault no one I loved would honor me and that I needed to submit more and receive the punishment I deserved actually.
But when I began to hear my Father speak He didn’t say any of those things. He spoke the truth to me about who I was actually and it felt like liquid love pouring over my psych healing me of a lifetime of gaslighting from my church and family. I began to trust what He said about me over anybody else and His Voice became for me a doorway into getting free from debilitating codependency and empowered me to see I was made to be someone else entirely. I was made for protecting not for punishing, honoring not shaming, for kindness not for cruelty, for healing and not for hurting.
This began a 10 year journey with Him that cost me everything of dismantling a lifetime of false beliefs that had kept me imprisoned and frozen unable to be anything but a prisoner of other frozen people’s projections and false beliefs. The truth was I was none of those things however they were spoken over me repeatedly in order to control me and keep me frozen in fear and shame unable know and believe my true name, value, worth, and identity. This is called the prison of punishment and anyone who has grown up in religion knows it well. The problem is there are no keys although it is preaching that Christ is your righteousness this isn't what anyone actually believes. At least no one I knew unfortunately.
I lived in this prison called Punishment and if nobody else would punish me then I would and mercilessly because I was sold under the belief that I was bad and no amount of Jesus could change me. That is until I finally got free and burned that prison down and destroyed the keys like is says in Psalm 18 “never to taunt me again.” And here I am to testify that Jesus is ALIVE and He really does SAVE. He does in fact Reign and has all the keys to set you and me free from all prison of the heart and psych. All authority in Heaven and on Earth has been given to Him to set captives free. I worship Him for His extraordinary love in coming for me! Ironically He had to save me from a false Christianity that was telling me you can be saved but you need to punish yourself mercilessly especially if you are a woman and weak, prone to rebellion and being deceived. But thank God He got me out of that and I am free! Born again to be loved and love wholeheartedly.
In that prison’s place I found a garden full of grace and there was my Father waiting patiently, the perfect Gardener for me. He began to show me that life was about growing and learning constantly and the process of that is everything.
So at the ripe young age of 40 years old I began to LEARN how to live actually. Being frozen so long in fear had put me way behind the curve and I had A LOT of growing up to do to learn how to live responsibly and how to live dependent on Him for everything.
Life has become so exciting for me as each day brings a new lesson and miraculous revelation from His Word or something or someone He always sends to me. I begin to get excited when problems started hitting me with more and more frequency and intensity because I know now I will be LEARNING something new and that is so so exciting to me too! It's so FUN to bear good fruit! This is the side of maturity nobody ever tells you about actually. Its deeply satisfying to seek to learn to bring His Righteousness into everything. To be able to finally just be me and not worry about doing everything perfectly but understanding that the point of this whole thing was to receive the grace He was offering to learn and keep learning. That the learning is actually everything. Life just gets so much lighter and more free when we aren't bound by our false beliefs.
In this place of dependency looking to Him for everything I began to see patterns of how He is always placing people and resources before me to access and to receive the wisdom I need to overcome and proceed and GROW up finally. All it took was extreme humility and a desire to learn what lessons He wanted to teach and all else was supernaturally provided for me. This is AMAZING!! Life was now making sense to me finally and I had the keys but most of all secure attachment was forming in me that I could DEPEND on this God and He would keep coming through for me. This is what growing in the Garden means to me and I believe that once we learn this reality fear no longer gets to speak and we starting walking in our true Divince Authority. That's when Heaven starts to shake beneath our feet and we start BEING the glorious Sons and Daughters that Paul describes in Romans 8:18.
Once we leave the Prison of Punishment and its cruelty that religion brings, we find a Father and He is Love. His Love is a Garden not a prison, a Home and not a hell, a Safe Place to Shelter, a Refuge, and a Retreat.
“The work of righteousness is peace, and the result of righteousness is quietness and confidence forever. My people will live free from worry in secure homes and quiet resting places.” Isaiah 32:17-18 TPT
Righteousness is when everything is made right internally. No more chaos and disordered thinking, believing and functioning. It is the result of LEARNING.
Where religion had once taught me I had to be perfect which was freezing me in a state of perpetual fear of never being good enough (Romans 8:16) , my relationship with my Father taught me that I live in a Garden of Grace where I get to LEARN how to do everything. Not only that, but through He "doesn't remind us of our failures but He OVERWHELMS our failures with His GENEROUS GRACE. (James 1: 5). His grace has provided the perfect teachers and resources I need to learn everything and they just keep coming to me because my heart is now open wide to receive all the wisdom and understanding I need. Now that perfection is no longer required of me, I can thrive in His Garden growing through every challenge I face and overcoming each one by His Grace. There's ALWAYS a solution for EVERYTHING!
One morning when I was going through incredible emotional pain, Father God woke me up saying: "Jessica, I am a WHOLEHEARTED Father, a WHOLEHEARTED Lover, and a WHOLEHEARTED Friend." I knew then that the rest of my life would be this journey of which I am inviting you to join me in of becoming wholehearted and true.
Today, I help women experience that same transformation.
Together we’ll uncover the places where fear, trauma, false beliefs, and old wounds have shaped your identity, while inviting God to restore every part of your spirit, soul, and body. We learn how to LEARN, how to GROW, and what to BELIEVE. It is in this sacred space that we rediscover our true identities.
My coaching creates an atmosphere for the Glory of God to manefest. It is an Open Heaven where we get to encounter His Presence in a safe space and together uncover the solutions you need to FLOURISH into the Bride you were created to be.
I combine Biblical truth, Holy Spirit led conversation and activation, practical tools, revelation, prophetic encouragement, art, creativity, and years of personal breakthrough and experience walking through suffering into wholeness and healing.
Working with me you will learn how to:
~ Hear God’s voice with greater confidence
~ Develop a secure relationship with the Father
~ Receive breakthrough in stuck or hopeless situations
~ Encounter the Power of God to tranform, deliver, heal, restore, & redeem
~ Gain tools to set true intentions & follow thru with strong boundaries
~ Develop a secure relationship with yourself
~ Grow in confidence, peace, and emotional resilience
~ Become aquainted with your authentic self
~ Receive supernatural keys & practical solutions to long-standing issues
~ Live from love instead of punishment
~ Receive transformational revelation & life-changing solutions
~ Experience the Presence of the Healer & Grow in His Love
Throughout my own journey, the Word of God has remained the foundation of my healing. While I have benefited from many healing modalities, Scripture has continually been the source of wisdom, transformation, and lasting freedom. God’s Word doesn’t simply inform us—it forms us.
I believe true healing happens as His Word becomes alive within us, bringing every part of our lives into alignment with His love.
Many women who spend time with me experience transformational revelation, powerful solutions, long-awaited clarity, deep peace, and supernatural healing and encounters with the Father.
I also offer Coaching designed specifically for Parenting. Drawing on my 11 years of elementary teaching experience and 12 years of parenting through trauma and tragedy, I combine my personal breakthroughs, tools, and knowledge gained through learning and counseling with Holy Spirit led discussion on how to create secure-attachment bonds with children of all ages in order to bring the wisdom, revelation, and breakthrough I've received in becoming a connected and whole family. The Good News is that no matter what age 0-100 its never too late to create secure attachment bonds beginning with you and yourself, you and God, and then with your children too.
Through prophetic encouragement and Spirit-led coaching, my desire is to create a safe place where you can encounter God’s presence, rediscover your voice, and step into the freedom He has always intended for you. It’s time to come home to YOU!
tESTIMONIES
"Jessie’s authenticity and deep, caring heart creates a safe place for honesty and connection. One of my biggest breakthroughs came when she suggested doing the core emotion wheel. As we began to name emotions I realized that I consistently experienced one emotion more than the others. That revelation helped break me out of shame cycles that often didn’t belong to me." ~ H
"Jessie is one of the most authentic, faith filled, humble women I have ever met. Hearing her share about her journey and process with the Lord invites me into deeper connection with Him. Sitting with Jessie is like sitting at the feet of Jesus. She has a tender, pure heart and she lives her life in full pursuit of her Savior. She loves well, is a faithful friend, and carries deep wisdom from countless hours spent with the Father." ~ K
"When we get together, it’s so clear that the Holy Spirit is leading the conversation. She shares exactly what I need, whether it’s encouragement, clarity, or confirmation. It feels like each session is set up divinely, and I always walk away with new strength and breakthrough." ~ M
"Jessie brings so much clarity and wisdom. I always felt heard and understood because she is completely non-judgmental.
That made it easy for me to be honest and open hearted to see different perspectives and to know the next step to grow. I’m really grateful for her support and wisdom." ~ G
"Jessie is one of the easiest people to talk to. The times we have spent together are refreshing and our conversations are always pointed towards hope and life. I leave each conversation filled with the reminder that the Lord loves me and I am important to Him. By the time we are done I have had a revelation of how the Lord has and is with me in the hard and the beautiful areas in my life and my families lives. It is a time of reflection, encouragement, and hope. I recommend time with Jessie. You will gain a new perspective on situations, people, and yourself." ~ T
Certifications & Training
Certified Life Coach
2020-2025
Transfomational Mind Renewal Course 2026
Victorious Living Course 2026
Abounding in Hope Conference
2022/2024
Foundations Masterclass 2021
Connected Parenting 2021
Nothing Hidden Ministries 2019
B.S. Elementary Education
Oral Roberts University
University of Colorado, Colorado Springs
11 years of elementary teaching experience in England, Japan, Spain, and America
Masters of Arts: Biblical Studies
Global Awakening Theological Seminary
2026-Present (In Progress)
Randy Clark's School of Healing & Impartation 2020
YWAM Discipleship Training School (DTS) Colorado 1996
A Life-Changing Bi-weekly Mentorship Program with Eric Gilmour on developing Intimate Relationship with God
2020-Present (Still Enrolled)
Bethel Church Redding
Receiving SOZO Ministry & Mentoring
Transformation Center Redding
2018-Present
Prophetic Training & Ministry Team
2020-Present
Healing Rooms Training & Ministry Team
2020-Present
Healing Rooms Prophetic Artist Since 2023-2026
Theresa Dedmon Apprenticeship & Stage Painting
2020-2021
Theresa Dedmon Create To Be Free
2019
Open Heavens Conference 2019
Bethel Healing School 2021